I WISH I WAS SINGLE

So I've been in a relationship with this guy for almost 3 years now. We've known each other since I was 11 years old. I'll be 21 in 2 months. Anyway we have one daughter together. She is the center of my world as well as her older sister (from a previous relationship, long story). Anyway like in all relationships, we have problems. Of course we have arguments, misunderstandings, and fights. But lately it's gotten worse. The past few months i feel as though we're slowly falling out of love with each other. We fight almost once a week which is a lot when you only started having bumps in your relationship a year ago. We no longer have the same ideas, the same goals, nor do we want the same things. I know that i will never get what i want out of a relationship with him, but i don't feel like dealing with someone Else's bullshit. I don't want to get to know someone all over again. I want to get married, buy a home, have 2 more kids and like all fairy tales live happily ever after. I know i will never get that from him because that's not what he wants. He doesn't want to get married, he wants to live with his mother forever and never work. Thing is, I know I'd make a great wife. I want nothing but happiness for him whether its with me or not. I just want someone to want me to be happy and put as much effort into the relationship as I do. i don't think that's too much to ask. its like every time we argue, he always wants me to leave yet when I'm going to do what he ask he hides my purse to ensure that i cant leave. Today he says he's done with me, but hid my purse and money so i couldn't leave. I'm ready to say this is it, I'm done. I'm only 21 years old, i still have a few more years of dating around to find my perfect husband. he's not trying to be it, someone else will.

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Hello Everybody!

I'm Tiara and this is my blog, or shall i call you my "Public Diary"

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I just like to say what i think whether its politically correct or not. No I'm not like this in 

person. I'm actually really shy. I'd like think of this as my inner voice.

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